Статьи - Тексты песен - SpineShank - The Height of Callousness

1. Asthmatic It starts to tear me down Destroyed by what I create It left the nerve exposed Feels like a lost cause Frustration's all I have left It's what reduced me to this Turned me against myself It's still a lost cause I can't keep doing this to myself But it's the only way to forget who I am Your disability Kept pushing me away It went beneath what's so real to me And threw it all away I underestimated The lengths that you would have gone To deny who you are You threw it all away I will keep doing this to myself 'Cause it's the only way to forget who I am I never wanted your help I never needed your help This failure has to be all mine all mine now I'll turn my back on myself If it's my only way out It can only help me if it hurts I won't give into, I won't give into... I won't become one with your lies I never wanted your help I never needed your help This failure has to be all mine all mine now I'll turn my back on myself If it's my only way out I'm too tired to feel anything anyway I will keep doing this to myself 'Cause it's the only way to forget who I am I never wanted your help I never needed your help This failure has to be all mine all mine now I'll turn my back on myself If it's my only way out I'm too tired to feel anything anyway I have become one with your lies 2. The Height Of Callousness My frustration caused the callous Turned my senses into spite My perception with no conscience Made the fear seem almost right I was unaffected for so long Now I'm fucking ruined I was desperation for so long Now it's fucking gone Can I see it? Can I see it? Can I see it? Can I? I can't even recognize myself I turned into what destroyed it Drown the truth out until it all makes sense again I was unaffected for so long Now I'm fucking ruined I was desperation for so long Now it's fucking gone Take my fucking conscience from me Try to save me from myself Turn my fucking thoughts against me Now my ways will be dissolved Fuck integrity Fuck integrity My frustration caused the callous Turned my senses into spite My perception with no conscience Made the dear seem almost right I was unaffected for so long Now I'm fucking ruined I was desperation for so long Now it's fucking gone Take my fucking conscience from me Try to save me from myself Turn my fucking thoughts against me Now my ways will be dissolved The height of callousness The height of callousness takes over The height of callousness The height of callousness it's over Fuck integrity Fuck integrity 3. Synthetic I can never feel the way you do But it still becomes me now I can't take the way you do But it's still inside me Synthetic solution Synthetic, I'll become Synthetic, if it makes this go away Still I waste another day of my life And it sickens me to feel this way Now I can't make up my mind, is this right How I let you get inside of me? Twist my words the way that you do 'Cause it falls on deaf ears now Still, I've learned to numb your views But they're still inside me Synthetic solution Synthetic, I'll become Synthetic if it makes this go away Still I waste another day of my life And it sickens me to feel this way Now I can't make up my mind, is this right Now I let you get inside of me? I will never follow you... At this time I thought I was myself And I thought I never could become you All this time I thought I was myself And I thought I never could become you Wrong Still I waste another day of my life And it sickens me to feel this way Now I can't make up my mind, is this right How I let you get inside of me? I have become synthetic 4. New Disease Now I can take this, everything I know Realize that I'm nothing I wanted to be I can never change anything I've done Because it's the only this I have left Blame myself again for what I didn't do Never even knew it was coming from me It changed the way I felt, the worst is yet to come Because I have gone too far now Nobody Changed my mind And it leads me to a new disease Somebody Let it die But it still becomes a new disease Is this all worth what this has done to me Watered down my senses and turned them on me Fuck morality and everything I know If I didn't hate this than I couldn't cope Impersonate myself for what I used to be Denial is all that's left now Nobody Changed my mind And it leads me to a new disease Somebody Let it die But it still becomes a new disease Seething in my head I'm suffering instead I can't remember why This meant so much to me Doubt Did I ever want this? It's all I could've been, it's all I would've been Doubt Did I ever want this? It's all I've ever been, it's all I'll ever be Seething in my head I'm suffering instead I can't remember why This meant so much to me Nobody Changed my mind And it leads me to a new disease Somebody Let it die But it still becomes a new disease 5. (Can't Be) Fixed It goes beneath what I've done It's bigger than the helplessness I felt It comes around without a face And redefines my subconscience again I can't be fixed I can't be fixed I can't be fixed 'Cause I won't change Stall Reverse the cause to numb the sense It's meaningless if I can't be ashamed I latch myself onto the need The only thing that isolates me now I can't be fixed I can't be fixed I can't be fixed 'Cause I won't change Stall It goes beneath who I am And turns into the recklessness I felt It comes around without a face And redefines my subconscience for good I can't be fixed I can't be fixed I can't be fixed 'Cause I won't change Stall 6. Cyanide 2600 Your disease is a fucking waste of time Turn it on when it fits your needs Never mattered that I couldn't feel a thing Anything you meant was forgot Tear it down, it's what you don't know Turn it around because it questions your integrity Take it away because you can't control it Throw it away because its what you are Your tongue's a dying wasted lie I've seen through you when you need What makes you think it's not your fault Everything you were is so far gone You don't want to know if you don't get it Everything you touch is dead or terminal Everything you were walks away from me Everything you were is lost Realize what you've become Criticize to make it all numb Separate yourself from your views What it takes to redeem yourself I can see it start to begin Everything that you thought was so clear Shutting down what you thought was real Giving up to a lesser God It's all you're worth and it's all you were Shutting down what you thought was real What it takes to redeem yourself Realize what you've become Criticize to make it all numb Separate yourself from your views What it takes to redeem yourself What it takes to redeem yourself It's all you're worth... 7. Play God Trying to understand How someone like you can still sleep at night Or are you too busy playing god To fuckers that are chewing at your lies Another loser born? Fed on my fragile mind Still I stood up on my broken knees 'Cause everything that you took Gave me immunity to your disease Another life is torn? I won't hear, I won't see I will never be a part of your cause 'Cause I'm alive and I still breathe And your just a fucking waste of Time, what you tried to offer me Was it really worth it? Sew up this hole inside of me 'Cause you'll never take it I don't fear what you are Because you're only dangerous to what is weak Clinging to the stories you create You make a living off of souls that bleed Another dotted line I won't hear, I won't see I will never be a part of your cause 'Cause I'm alive and I still breathe And your just a fucking waste of Time, what you tried to offer me Was it really worth it? Sew up this hole inside of me 'Cause you'll never take it I'm becoming of nothing This is what you started Time, what you tried to offer me Was it really worth it? Sew up this hole inside of me 'Cause you'll never take it Never take it 8. Malnutrition Dismiss your true state of mind 'Cause it's too hard to be Convince yourself it's a lie The guilt you do achieve Failure disguised your choice You need another voice Regrets confirmed your faults I need another voice You're too far gone Disengage yourself To replace yourself Look right through yourself And deny yourself Guilt, it's in your voice It's on your face But it looks malnourished Greed, it took control And fed your mind But it's still malnourished The contradictions you live Have canceled out the truth The desperation you show Is just the focal point Nothing more than image You need anothe voice Your faults became regret I need another choice You're too far gone Realign yourself To escape yourself See right through yourself Give up on yourself Guilt, it's in your voice It's on your face But it looks malnourished Greed, it took control And fed your mind But it's still malnourished 9. Seamless If you said that you could kill the things inside me You're just a liar, everything inside me's dead It's nice of you to think that I could ever be that But I'm not, I'm just a failure instead Don't preach a story of success and gifted thinking Because in the end were gonna end up the same way Keep on living your whole life on hands and knees 'Cause I'll be standing waiting, life ends the same way Never wanted this life Because it's meaningless Gone away from me The life you've given is a poorly painted picture The colors running and it's staggering my life A definition of the truth is all I wanted Not mental beatings falling short of stupidity Don't give a speech on your prolific ways of living You speak in vain whether you think you do or not Spreading infection of the truth that leads to sick lies You are the shame inside of me, you mindrot Never wanted this life Because it's meaningless Gone away from me If you said that you could kill the things inside me You're just a liar, everything inside me's dead It's nice of you to think that I could ever be that But I'm not, I'm just a failure instead You're so mistaken on the life you think I wanted I'll give you credit for the effort you put forth 'Cause as it ends you're gonna start to realize that Your fuckin' prejudice and words of wisdom go unheard Never wanted this life Because it's meaningless Gone away from me Never wanted this life... 10. Negative Space I don't have what you need You don't know but I still see The situation brings me down See wasted days inside me No changing ways becoming Falling away from nothing Sobering days, I'm dying now I don't care what you want You don't know I'm already gone The situation brings me down See wasted days inside me No changing ways becoming Falling away from nothing Sobering days, I'm dying now What I feel everyday Keeps everything nice and cold I'm not sure what you need It's not me anymore All of our memories are just a thought away Get the fuck away from me See wasted days inside me No changing ways becoming Falling away from nothing Sobering days, I'm dying now 11. Transparent I spend my time Letting these hopeless thoughts run my life Force me to hide Just create a truth to all these lies I will never be the same So just leave me down while I'm separating I could never give anymore All these lies have left me torn It's only this way falling on my own I made this mess now its over It was nobody's fault, it was all my own Everything's wasted forever The only hand That I know how to hold belongs to me How it began What I though was right became my insecurity I will never be the same So just leave me down while I'm separating I could never give anymore All these lies have left me torn It's only this way falling on my own I made this mess now its over It was nobody's fault, it was all my own Everything's wasted forever It's on my own It's on my own Weakness becomes me My faults relieve me My fear excludes me Turns it against me My fault My fear Turned it against me It's only this way falling on my own I made this mess now its over It was nobody's fault, it was all my own Everything's wasted forever It's only this way falling on my own It's only this way falling on my own It's only this way falling on my own It's only this way, it's only this way It's on my own It's on my own Perfect Ending Well i feel that all this becomes this waste that we call life And its real yet i hate all the things that i've become Why the smiles become a waste of time i get this empty feeling Thats only becoming my friend this is gone im home as only you can see I want to know why this happening to me Still you try but at times like this i cant believe your lies And i feel that the same is happening to you so Why the smiles become a waste of time i get this empty feeling Thats only becoming my friend this is gone im home as only you can see I want to know why this happening to me All myself and its still becoming All myself and its still becoming All myself and its still becoming All myself and its still becoming I fall asleep inside my head because frustrations all thats left I cant afford to work this out because frustrations all I Still we try but at times like this they wont believe our lies And we know why all of this is happening so Why the smiles become a waste of time i get this empty feeling Thats only becoming my friend this is gone i'm home as only you can see I want to know why this happening to me All myself and its still becoming All myself and its still becoming All myself and its still becoming All myself and its still becoming Full Circle My mind is only of your demise But i find that your still ill My life is nothing but stolen lies So i look for a life to steal My kind is livin' a life that dies But my eyes see human life This time im starting to recognise But its pointless to save my life I've come full circle I've come full circle I've come full circle I've come full circle Its just the meaning that i Everything's for a life Im everything that im supposed to be until i die I never wanted this but it still happened this way I just want to repress but you wont let me If you leave me now i wonder what would happen to my world Your just a never healing sore..beating me I tried believing your honest face Cuz it helps make the time pass by Unlike that time ive been dead for days So i mourn rather than confine I've come full circle I've come full circle I've come full circle I've come full circle Its all what you did to me Then i became this way But still the time slips away Forcing me to stay i try to stay on top But you fucked me instead i dont want to commit I just want to forget If you leave me now i wonder what would happen to my world Your just a never healing sore..beating me

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Разместил: _unkind_   Дата: 15:02 14.08.2007г.

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